well it's just a little crush, not like we kiss everytime we touch.

2 more things that i wanna add to the (already) long list of requirements:

- pollution free lungs.
----i've had enough of boyfriends who smoke.
- ambition.
----i wanna see a future with the person, not one who just lives each day as it comes.

hey, i don't think i'm asking for too much. if one does not set expectations, how can one gauge who is the right partner for himself? then again, there really isn't a perfect man. neither am i a perfect woman, myself. thus, i have decided to retire in a monestery. :)

you know, i really don't know what's with me and one-sided love affairs. crushes. infatuations. whatever you may call it. WHY ME?! why do i always play the fool? curse me, that i'll never be able to love someone until i am assured that that someone loves me too. better for me that way eh?

argh. tired already. just came back from meijing's birthday party. think i need some rest. meeting abracadebra for dim sum tomorrow morning. :) heehee. actually thought he was joking, until i msged him to ask if he was serious about the "breakfast" joke. then he was like "yeah of course i'm looking forward to breakfast tomorrow!" yay. hope i don't make it that obvious that i like him! :P