i just realised i'm not me.

james just hit bullseye. now i know why - taken from a guy's point of view - i keep getting lost in love.

the packaging - patrick cox - i sell myself as someone who lives on the material things in life.

the product - charles & keith - i really can do without it.

but now the question is, how do i seamlessly neutralise them? why do i sell myself as a pair of patrick cox, when actually i'm just a pair of charles and keith? how can my outer self be a hypocrite to my inner self? why do i need to be in a yearn for material goods, when i can actually do with just true love instead?

alas, "man does not live on bread alone" - this quote is starting to make sense!