truth hurts

i KNOW that you guys are like scolding me stupid and stuff. i KNOW that you all are hoping that i'll get back on track fast. i KNOW what i should do.

i'm better off dead.

JUST KIDDING! :)

i mean, can't anyone understand that as much as i know what i should do, "the flesh is willing but the heart is not" describes it all?

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i'm feeling those stabs in my heart again. the devil has come again for me. i hate this feeling. i really hate it!

emotions can't be controlled. so what can i do, except to grin and bear it?

don't tell me this is retribution.

don't tell me.