there the friendship goes

[by the way, as i'm typing this post with two fingers, i'm happily enjoying a few shrek 2 version oreo cookies which have the same creme center, only that it's coloured green. YUMMY.]

i'm not gonna talk about what happened yesterday cos it's not worth wasting my breath on. today was kinda fun. went chalet with mr abracadebra. his friends were...funny! haha.

of being seen as an MCP

what i did not like about today, and about mr abracadebra's attitude for that matter, was that he was again his "ba(4) dao(4)" self. he always jokingly says things like "how many times have i told you that when i talk to you, you better look at me?" minus 1 point.

then he tries to play a fool in the water by trying to "drown" me, then if i don't return to the surface fast enough, he'll pull me up asking if i'm alright. minus 1 point.

he always does things like that, regrets it, then apologises. it just happens at least once EVERY single hour of EVERY single day.

HOW F*CK*NG ANNOYING CAN THAT GET?

of dying to impress

we played pool last night - xiang, mr abracadebra, and myself. xiang reigned, while i came in closely second, and mr abracadebra "buang-ed" miserably. in fact, for a few times, xiang purposely mis-cued so that you wouldn't look like you really got trashed. didn't really help to save your soul huh?

today we were playing games at the chalet, and you obviously could not drink anymore. why didn't you stop? it's all about self-control, and not about trying to act like you can protect me when you can't save your own ass.

IS IT JUST SOME EGO THING?

of intimacy

don't hold my hand. don't put your arm around my shoulder. don't rest your hand on my kneecap. you're leading people to think that we're a couple, when we're not. i'd like to find out more about you before i start a relationship. at least now i have seen some of your characteristics...

of the conclusion

i mean, GROW UP. you're already 22, and you don't know how to think, and STOP ACTING CHILDISH. you have done the broken the ultimatums. i cannot forsee myself living a life with you continuing like this in future. geez. my fondness for you is fading... no wonder i stereotype piscesians.