i hope not.

james, i'm gonna charge you a minimal fee of S$2 per character of your blog address to be advertised here alrite? peeps, please give http://goldfishjim.blogspot.com a visit. this author claims to have won some american award of some kind. a good read if you'd like something to ponder about for the rest of the day. :) [ya so that's S$62 for your quaint little ad over here. i accept paypal. hehe.]

i juz came back from church. it was yet another day of the choir recruitment drive. boring. had to sing like dumbos outside downstairs the church. anyway, there was this wierdo who auditioned. his name was steven. he was like alienated by the rest of the church people. [i can see why!] i have to admit, his actions did make me want to scream "get me outta here". but being the nice person that i am, i endured the gruelling period when angie, carol, and myself had to sit there with him, while waiting for his turn for the audition. ahhh. thank goodness he didn't get in!

i have this thing about the english language. personally, i find it hard to converse with people who TRY to speak some kind of english, when they are generally chinese-educated. yeah yeah i'm being mean. i'm pms-y these days alrite!

i was chatting with mr abracadebra's classmate, brian, on icq today. and more than half of the time, i had no clue as to what he was trying to say. maybe he tried to abbreviate the words. maybe he tried to talk like he knew what he was saying. maybe he thought i understood his lingo. uh. no, i didn't. in fact, he had to rephrase each sentence more than 2 times, so that i could see where he was coming from! see how attrocious his english is? :/

but what i understood was, that mr abracadebra told them that i drove. pause. reflect on that sentence. nobody likes to be used, and i'm not an exception. [except for in the case of a sadomasochistic dominator, but that's out of point.] i don't squeeze money out of guys, and i expect the same for them. not that i'm being calculative, but some men are just jerks.

they know that you've got something that sounds lucrative to them (in my case - my car), they'll go out to try to win you over so that they can make use of you in that sense. mr abracadebra, i hope you're seriously not like that. i mean, guys in the community service club can't be that bad right?