white lace and promises

today arh. nothing much lor. woke up early cos i wanted to go swimming. then after looking at the bright sun, i changed my mind. i know i don't look good when i'm tanned, that's why i avoid the sun. :P maybe i'll go swimming tomorrow on my own. haven't been to toa payoh swimming complex since it renovated. wonder what has changed...

went to school late at 12.30. but then the lecturer forgot he got a lesson with us. DUH. [seriously, i can't stand him. none of us can. he's so disorganised! and "super kan cheong spider". no wonder he's still a part-time lecturer.] wonder why i've been so tired these days. i keep falling asleep in class! ergh. maybe i should make sleeping early and worrying less a new habit.

almost banged into a taxi today after school. phew. the taxi wanted to turn into my lane, but it didn't see me halfway already turning into that lane. duh. I HATE TAXI DRIVERS! luckily nothing happened, otherwise you won't be seeing me blog anymore.

hey, i just realised that dying a sudden death actually sounds lucrative. the thought of me passing away without a warning, actually can do the following:
- i won't be shopping anymore (cos i can't move my legs)
- i will stop thinking that i'm obeased (cos i'm brain dead)
- i won't surf porn (cos i can't see) [ok i'm juz joking abt this. do not take me for real]
- my mind will only be filled with thoughts of nice things (cos i won't hear anything bad)
- i won't be tempted to break that diet (cos i can't smell the aroma of food)
- i won't cry anymore (cos my tear glands have stopped working)

and yet despite all that, my heart continues to beat for you. wierd isn't it? this funny thing called love. you can't stop it. it just goes on forever.